...but the Lord weighs the heart.
It is amazing how quickly my mood went from on top of the world to selfish, angry, jealous and a little bitter. What is wrong with me? Maybe I have serious emotional issues, lol:-) Or maybe it's just that I am human and prone to these things until I leave this earth.
I have so many wonderful things going on in my life right now - we move into our house January 15th (yay!), I am pursuing my private pilots license (had my first lesson yesterday and it was amazing!), we are getting out of credit card debt (double yay!) and I have another race planned for April (hoping to beat my previous times).....but tonight I am not feeling as excited as I thought I would. I am really feeling the spiritual battle. Maybe it's because I am where I am meant to be and Satan is ticked. Maybe I just have a lot on my mind and can't really focus on any one thing. My brain is just in a fog and even though this is a short entry, I feel like I am rambling. I think it is time for bed; so I will finish this post being thankful that my little temper tantrums and insecurities don't scare God :-)
2 comments:
I think you're absolutely right. You are exactly where you're suppose to be and God is fulfilling all of those wonderful things for you and Satan is attacking one thing he knows he can. I cannot tell you the amount of mind games Satan has played on me. Stay strong and bury yourself even deeper in His word. Refuse Satan the opportunities to take over. Hmm...I need to take my own advice.lol Love you!
thanks! I soooo needed to hear that! This morning when I went to see what my scripture memorization was I had smile at God's timing..."Resist the devil and he will flee you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you". Nice:-)
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